I’ve been in love so many times, thought I knew the score. But now you’ve treated me so wrong, I can’t take anymore… And it looks like, I’m never going to fall in love again…. I’ve been a fool so many times. Somehow the words of a Tom Jones song just keep coming into my [...]
Whatta man …part 2
More tributes, albeit older ones, to you teddy bear…. – he takes the good and the bad – the perfect man
Whatta man, whatta man
I’ve been mean and unkind. Doing nothing but complain about my dear sweet man. I must, at the onset, admit that the past few days with him have been nothing short of difficult. We’ve had small little arguments, misunderstandings, clashing of minds, the works. All culminated in the epic battle on Saturday that lasted all [...]
It’s not over…
In an absolute state of denial and wondering what I’m supposed to do. I tried to call but for some reason I can’t get thru. It’s never happened before. I have never, ever drank myself into darkness but last night I did. Literally, drowned myself into a very deep pool of avarice, anger and wrath. [...]
A fallen Goddess
It’s down to this I’ve got to make this life make sense Can anyone tell what I’ve done I miss the life I miss the colours of the world Can anyone tell where I am … I’m over this I’m tired of living in the dark Can anyone see me down here The feeling’s [...]
Lost in…. translation?
I don’t get it. He does not understand anything I say. I have to repeat everything everytime I talk to him. It gets so irritating. Today, it just boils my blood every time I have to repeat something to him. It is so hard to understand me? I talk to the rest of my friends [...]
Sinking in quick sand… and learning to run
I’ve always wondered what it would feel like to be in quick sand. The harder you struggle, the faster you sink. I guess its because you shift the sand around. And when you do that, the sand accomodates you and you fall deeper in. I guess shifting isn’t a good thing then. I don’t know [...]
Its the way he… irritates…
Sigh, perfection does not exist, other than myself. My seemingly perfect plaything has two… no three annoying habits. 1. The TV watch and phone talk He does this regularly. He will insist on talking but then he watches TV. I don’t know what it is about the male brain, that it can only process one [...]
A pure pure night….
Had a very good evening yesterday with J, other than the hour long wait. A very pure night I must say. Pure annoyance from the wait, pure stupidity from the “astute” waitress, pure and genuine disbelief on my part and pure illogicality from J. All in the confines of the pure room at MOS. Blast it, I’m [...]
Working, drinking and running…
Another long long day at work. And the work doesn’t end. Sigh, wish divine intervention would help. Alas, my powers are for good.. I’m a lawyer so anything to aid me at work is not not for good… hehehe… Anyways, I’m starting to wonder if I’m turning alcoholic or just nuts. I seem to crave [...]
