Some things will never, ever ever change. An old dog never changes its tricks, blue cheese will always stink and indians will always be the best drinkers around.. no, some things will never change.
Despite repeated promises of reform, upgrading, change, a new beginning, you will, undoubtedly, find yourself at the very point where you were [...]
change is in the air… not…
Bells a-ringing…. the bride is coming….
In the space of one weekend, I found out that 3 of my friends are getting married …. 2 are getting married next year in June. They’re all planning their weddings, decorating their houses, etc…
I’m happy for them. I’m glad to see that life is moving on for some people…
the disappointments never cease…
Yes, basket, here we fucking go again….
J’s right. What the fuck am i holding on to? one day I’m happy. one day i’m sad… happy, sad…. fucking roller coaster ride… as J would say “na bei”…..
something’s happening soon, something that I am really excited about… i want him to be there, to support me. yet, [...]
fool…
I’ve been in love so many times, thought I knew the score. But now you’ve treated me so wrong, I can’t take anymore… And it looks like, I’m never going to fall in love again….
I’ve been a fool so many times. Somehow the words of a Tom Jones song just keep coming into my head. [...]
Whatta man …part 2
More tributes, albeit older ones, to you teddy bear….
- he takes the good and the bad
- the perfect man
Whatta man, whatta man
I’ve been mean and unkind. Doing nothing but complain about my dear sweet man. I must, at the onset, admit that the past few days with him have been nothing short of difficult. We’ve had small little arguments, misunderstandings, clashing of minds, the works. All culminated in the epic battle on Saturday that lasted all [...]
It’s not over…
In an absolute state of denial and wondering what I’m supposed to do.
I tried to call but for some reason I can’t get thru. It’s never happened before. I have never, ever drank myself into darkness but last night I did. Literally, drowned myself into a very deep pool of avarice, anger and wrath. A [...]
A fallen Goddess
It’s down to this
I’ve got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I’ve done
I miss the life
I miss the colours of the world
Can anyone tell where I am
…
I’m over this
I’m tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling’s gone
There’s nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I [...]
Lost in…. translation?
I don’t get it. He does not understand anything I say. I have to repeat everything everytime I talk to him. It gets so irritating. Today, it just boils my blood every time I have to repeat something to him. It is so hard to understand me? I talk to the rest of my friends [...]
A pure pure night….
Had a very good evening yesterday with J, other than the hour long wait. A very pure night I must say. Pure annoyance from the wait, pure stupidity from the “astute” waitress, pure and genuine disbelief on my part and pure illogicality from J. All in the confines of the pure room at MOS. Blast it, I’m [...]
